i still loved him

And I remember when I met him,
It was so clear that he was the only one for me,
We both knew it,
Right away,
And as the years went on,
Things got more difficult,
We were face with more challenges,
I begged him to stay,
Try to remember what we have at the beginning,
He was charismatic
Magnetic
Electric
And everybody knew it,
When he walked in
Every woman's head turned
Everyone stood up to talk to him
He was like this hybrid 
This mix of a man who couldn't contain himself

I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out all of the oppurtunities that life could offer a man as magnificient as him.

And in that way, I understood him and I loved him

I loved him
I loved him
I loved him

And I still loved him.

I loved him.





p/s : This poem is taken from the Lana Del Ray's video. I loved her through her song because she able to describe the best words to reveal what woman's heart speaks.